In the continuum of
my infinite dimensions
I have pieces of color, music and emotions
the strands of assembled thoughts, fragrance and feelings
the parcels of harshness, love and all dealings
I knew something, lost something , while I am stuck stagnant
I breathe fresh warmth, cold sacrifices and screams
Drink ambitions, freedom, forces and dreams
Walk on generational rubbish barefooted
Eat rules, expectations, and words that are heated
When I touch, my heart melts and broke into life fragments !!
Is my song of belief, a burden to the waves of sound?
The bouquet of flowers mistaken for my wish for the garden
stroll
My two ears receive unstopped directions to bound
And your blanket empathy is not any wool for my cold soul
I search myself inside me and inside you…
I am the most tangible, yet lost in this world though
I don’t see me in the corporate board
nor even in the mirrors of God’s abode
Even Sun does not make my shadow
Nor the rolling hills echo
I may entertain you with a fire in the belly
Still cannot walk alone down the alley
The blood of meat I
eat, taints my view
My face cannot reflect through those veils
My type of music cannot, on any stage, sail.
When I stand with my genuine soul,
the nostalgic comforts and practices, in your mind, roll
All the secured servitudes of the past
The ego boosting kisses of eras past
Biases of the generations past
You remember them all.
I am just the vagina, the gender, the country and
the black
Nothing but the language, religion, poor and all you attack
The deceit and love, the dalit and the accent
The monk or the cult, or the choices that you resent
This or that but never the whole nor me
I am not THE one you have to respect…
Nor to hold the door open or perfect
I just need you to be aware…
And without me your worlds are
Never infinitely strong..
I am the infinity –that you debate and value all along!